3:30 PM
Saturday, November 24, 2007 what have i done?
i was shocked i realli didn't expect tis to happen. i nvr realli thought i would be treated tis wae. he told me its not gonna work out between us. im surprised. i din't knoow. he saed we see each other too much. mayb its bcos of the reason that we arre on the same level and building. y now? y didn't u sae it sooner. u gave me hope Alif. i told u to be open and tell what bothers you. its alwaes like dis. u said ur gonna be with me. im sorry i had to be tere everytime. i tot it'll be cool if we were to hangout with our friends. u need space. come on lar, u noe me. its easier if u were to say it str8forward. u noe i'll do when i find the need to. i jus dun find it fair. its so easy fer u to et me go. u sae its because of Fahmi. for god's sake. he has a gerlfren. she's chinese lagi, much more prettier and .... im jus sadd. i feel like im a piece of crap. guys keep doing this kind of shit. i hate dis feeling. i feel guilty of this break up. im sorry to noe that u chose ur friends over me. i'll nvr regret being with you. i wil miss those times we had together. you'll always be someone special to me AJ. |
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