11:27 PM
Monday, June 9, 2008 truest feeling i can nvr say to u.
im sorry. i swear i didn't leave u bcoz of sum1 else. its just tat my life is a mess. i dun want u to get entangle in it. and no matter where i turn , i will alwaes fail. i have to change . i want to be someone better for u. let me pick up the pieces of my life and start a whole. i dun think my words of sorry can heal the wound i have left behind. u knew we'r both of different worlds. we can nvr be seen as equal. i have my neverending flaws. i care too much too hurt u agaen. nobody in this world can tolerate me EXCEPT for myself. so, just let me do this not for anyone but for myself. i swear i have never shed a tear with u in my life. i know ur strong . but not strong enuf to help me change to someone better. ur stil new in this r'ship stuff. and i really mean it when i say its not stabil. nobody wants this esp when u love someone. i can't lie to myself cos i really felt something is wrong. i've lost my love fer u. but no matter what. u'll alwaes be in my heart. u left this huge impact in my life which i can nvr hide. once again im sorry. i dun blame u for not accepting my apology. i hope u can move on with ur life. jus treat me like i nvr exist in ur life before. love, Shana . |
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