2:36 PM
Thursday, October 30, 2008 y does it seems so vague now? y am i unsure of my feelings? i can't seem to figure out what the problem is. i tried to trust u. but it all seems to fail. its not easy to create that trust. i've done many things behind ur back. sometimes i felt like i don't deserve you. have this grown into normal thing in our daily lives? or do we each other companion like friends? i don't even know that three words you say are what you mean. this goes the same for me. i hope we don have to play pretend. and soon the truth will unfold. never have i imagined that it will drag all the way till now. these are what i feel. i can't even trust my own judgment anymore. im sorry. |
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