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You want to be tere to plaster a big fat smile on ur faces that it almost made the dentures fall of. Yes, guilty as charge. I am one of those loser who thinks the world only revolves around me. I should have just pop in once in awhile to say hi , cos which fucking lousy granddaughther who lives 5 mins walk away do not want to take that opportunity to see ur Nenek and Atuk? me. im the lousy cucu. I felt so guilty , so sad. I shud have looked upon the bengis face to see an old man who wants to be close to his grandchildren , who loves them but have no compassion to show to each and everyone of us. I don't blame you. Bak, u look so pale , so weak lying on that bed. With all those oh-so-scary wires inserted from everywhere. Even upon looking i know its painful, u still managed to smile and joke with us. Your condition is so critical but you remain calm cos i know you don't want us to worry for you. Shana mintak maaf bynk2 bak. Im apologising on behalf of my parents too. Shana bkan tk syg tapi kate2 org yang buat Shana pandang . . .<br /><br /><span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">I cried when i saw him on the bed. I couldn't control myself. My heart sank , how can that Bak i know yang garang can look so fragile , so weak , so helpless. The surgery has to go on . He won't last without the surgery. His lungs are leaking , up till the extend its at the last membrane. Please be strong bak . Shana doakan moga Bak nyer surgery goes on smoothly. I want to see you on the bed waking up with a smile on ur face. Mak still needs you. I love you Bak, Shana menyesal tak tgk bak dgn mak. Shana maseh nk dgr lagi ceramah bak yg panjang lebar. Shana sanggup duduk sblah bak dgr bak bebual. I still need ur Grandfatherly guidance. </span><br /><br />U guys must be wondering, sial la stakat g operation jer per. Org pon g operation, small the pieces la. ape la. This post is written for him or at least to tell you guys how much i regret not spending my time with my grandparents cos i was too busy "in my own world". I nearly fainted when the doctor said he has 30-70% chance of survival during the surgery. 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