11:58 PM
Tuesday, February 3, 2009 its just me, not you.
im jus dumbstruck. moodswing was unbearable, i was like a emotion disaster. i was sad this minute and angry the next. i missed baby so much, and like i went to see him in the morning. only like meet him 10 mins tops. how pathetic is that?i got frustrated. none of my friends picked up my call. and i was going berserk. the only way was to go nenek house. bloodyhell i was soo furious. i knew tat was moodswing. i told baby i was empty this few days. i wanted OUR time together. we spent in each other's embrace. not at gym. baby, as usual. noisy friends. and i think her said something that made me go haywire. i off my phone str8 seyy. so angryy. i went to nenek house tried to sleep it off. he called me soon after i switched on my phone. den he say "teacher noisy." (direct translation in malay) as usual, hang up laa. short after i hang up which was around 11+. i heard his sexy voice, i tot i was dreaming. it was him laaa. *shana shocked* OMG. we went for lunch laa. den went to library. damn hilarious. like small kids u know. tickling each other, giggling. thinking of nothing but ourselves. we were so cute. as usual, my ayah send him home. and str8 on to tuas. and now im reminiscing the time we had in the library. my heart leapt , i jus knew ur the one baby. ur the one i love. someone capable to go one step ahead for me. just enuf tolerance to keep me as i am. i jus love you for loving me as a whole. Love, Shana XOXO |
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