12:21 AM
Friday, April 3, 2009 wad is wrong with me?
i was so glad. Even with getting furious for no reason and taking it out on u, it made u love me more. I hope so. I was so heartbroken. I loved u so much , yet i can find the words to hurt u deeper. I really dunno what has gotten into me. I had no idea my anger and frustration was heading for no boundary zone. I apologise for wad i’ve said. I think i’ve said sorry too many times. Is tere a problem with me? am i too head full of myself? im not pretty, im not tat supermodel type either. Wad is tere in me tat im proud of? is tere like sum kind of pills i can take to control my moodswings? i gets so badd when im gonna have my period. Arghh! i hate it. i end up hurting baby so badd. i love him, yet i can’t withstand the anger to control the werds that flew out of my mouth. know tis baby, no matter what i say. i love u so much. so much that i hate myself for hurting you everytime u kept it to urself. |
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