im done painting my nails ,
nude brown.
dunno why but lately im so into nude colours.
so happy!
weee!~
babybams is werking at National Museum.
he said the party there havoc!
nk join by!!!
i can’t sleep , not that i don’t wan to.
i jus can’t convince my heart enough
that he’ll reach home safe.
i miss you so much it hurts baby.
babybuntals hearts u la bams.
all my years of blogging ,
never once have i mentioned about ,
what is my type of guy, how should he be like?
and that is always a question a guy will always ask me?
for all those times , i gave practical answers , so NOT sincere.
but as i grew up, im way more matured now ,
its actually not “What type of guy i do i like? ”, anymore.
for me or to me now,
its rather much more complicated or sophisticated,
i would rather know ,
how am i seen to his eyes?both in the inside and the outside ,
or rather how special i am to him?
well,
from Shana’s opinion ,

i want a guy who loves me for who i am ,
i want a guy who makes me his princess ,
i want a guy who deep in his heart ,
finds me most adorable & annoying at the same time ,
cause i know i tend to be very irritating at times.
i want a guy who melts when i give my cute smile and bats my eyelashes ,
even when he knows i’ve done something wrong .
but still gets angry and gives me a piece of his mind.
i want a guy who can be both ,
my lil devil and my sweetest angel.
i want a guy who loves me in his very own way ,
i want a guy who reads my stupid SMSs when he miss me,
i want a guy who makes me think i have butterflies in my tummy,
when i see him.
who makes my heart flutters to the sky ,
when he kiss me .
who kiss my forehead everytime he sees me ,
who does not sweet talks ,
but when he does ,
it felt as if he’s laying all his heart out for me.
i want a guy who appreciates me in every way ,
who locks me up in his heart ,
and throws the key to the deepest ocean ,
i wanna be a prisoner in a heart so sweet and pure ,
that my only sentence is to be loved and adored for a lifetime
by no one else but my ONE true love.
these are the things i’d write ,
when i was still soul searching.
and now that i’ve met Iswan.
he’s all that i want.
now the sentence is not “i want ..” but “ I have..”
i have a guy who loves me with all his heart ,
like i love him.
i have a guy who makes my heart not flutters but soars to the sky,
when he kiss me.
i have a guy who makes me feel so loved and secured ,
when he holds me tight.
i have a guy who makes me feel like in not a princess,
but a Queen of his heart.
i have a guy whom i love soo much,
that i never want him out of my sight.
i have a guy who makes me miss him so much ,
i keep counting the hours and days to see him.
i have a guy who makes me smile ,
even when life has brought me down.
i have a guy who’s always willing to listen ,
even when it bores him to death.
i am so lucky to have you in my life, baby.
you’ll always be my shooting star ,
in my deepest darkest night.
i love you..
so guys, sorry.
but, IM TAKEN.
by Muhammad Iswan