5:26 PM
Sunday, August 15, 2010 depressed.
i can’t believe this. things never go my way do they? im always in mishaps and misfortunes. Until when?i dunno that myself. baby had been out on mummy’s birthday. u can’t blame me wad. My family comes first. And its mummy’s birthday. Baby didn’t call me or text me the whole night. He claims im not to disturb him while he is enjoying himself. I was so disappointed. I asked him to text me atleast i know his whereabouts. But my request fell on deaf ears cos i never received either text or call. The next day was worst , i tried calling from morning till afternoon. All he could say was “im sorry baby”. You think sorry can unbreak my heart , can heal this heartache of mine? and today , is that a lie i hear in your voice?am i not important to you?i needed u soo bad. i needed to hear your voice. i wanted to be happy. but u took that away from me. but why , when i demand for u to leave me , u can’t? why mus u shed ur tears and say u’ll never let me go?why baby why? why must u do all this to me? what wrong have i done to u?i was jus soo jealous u didn’t want to talk to me but to her instead. i am selfish cos i want u for myself only. u proved to me that i was not important cos even though knowing that i called and text u ignored. i don’t mean much to you baby? i will never believe you. you lied , even though u never betrayed me. but you lied. y do u need me? cos such a simple thing u cannot do for me. you jus hurt me soo bad.
i’ll sleep it off. i hope this hurt will go away. tis is nothing new , i’ll heal. I HOPE. |
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