2:59 PM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008 anniversary?
sorry to say this hunny but our first anniversary was not really enjoyable. based on contentment aspects. i know that this is like one of those moments that should be enjoyed. or better said cherished. the day started out with you being annoyed at me. like wth. okayy im sorry that i made u wait for 2 hours. FYI. u knew that i am able to call u while in m'sia. if its even possible u are not able to receive incoming call. both of us spells "pathetic" on our forehead. annoying right? sometimes i doubt myself if i can ever make u happy. and i know for sure that my anger management is very poor. credits to having to stay in a foreign country which i hate. no offence no anyone. anyway, u came to my school. labelling it as hell. for what?god knows the reason. i shall not assume or imply any unstated reasons u made sourpuss face at my friends. giving me the silent treatment. thanx eh.. like whatever. ouh, one things for sure. im proud to have everyone in awe when they look at him. haha. speaking of capable of hooking the right guy. 10 points to shana. LOL. anyway, im sorry MT i had ton drag sijie . i apologies. please accept. i know u erm, "despise" her. but i just can't leave him tere. im so sorry. ironically, today is the day where i celebrate my 1st monthsary wif Hermy. but its also the day where nenek goes for operation. im jus so sadd. baby said "ni 1st time i celebrate anniversary kat hospital." cos he paid for cab from woodlands to NUH. and u knw what. we just settled down to get a table to eat lunch. mummy called say that my nenek is sad cos noone is tere. and mumy is at m'sia. i knew i had to make a choice. like duh.. family comes first. so we made our way there. i hate the fact that his mum doesn't know about me. and my parents knew about him. his mum does not sound friendly at all. but like i've said, never judge someone till u've met that person. come on hunny. ur 19 already. speak for yourself. you have to speak for yourself hunny. you gotta be strong. ur mum is just not ready to let you go. cos she still thinks you are her baby. i can't deny that. she knows what is best for you. but u just have to let her have that trust in you. enough for her to know that you can make your own decision. alrite hunny? i just can't say this str8 to ur face. cos i know, that look everytime i say something related to ur mum. im glad the day end with a nice movie. Bolt. very cute. love it. i watch the movie to kill time while waiting for my grandma. and breaking down infront of him. gotta stay strong shana. as usual, words are just not enough to express the thoughts and feelings from the heart. I guess that other "thing" i wanna bring forth jus have to wait another time or future posts. |
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