1:56 AM
Thursday, February 12, 2009 i dun understand why, fat people seem to be a sort of barang to YOU people. a casual tease which u may think is harmless, does so much to our dignity. wheres your sense of respect sial? do u think the way u demoralize people, u have a higher sense of well being.? F*** you. i dun need the reminder about my weight or size. i am very aware of that. i swear being around people like YOU. cramp my style. nobody is perfect, and so are YOU. doesn't mean you call us names, you are one next step to being Mr oh-so gorgeous. so what if we are not the model size figures.? im sure my morale is higher than yours. im very positive about that. and please ehk, kalau nk kutuk org (whatever name that is), cermin diri dulu. muke kau lagi pecah mcm kene langgar dgn lori taik. not human shit ehk, PIG SHIT. asshole. im just dreading, how much weight i've put on eversince secondary. damn. scary. i just can help it but feel so down. it just felt like crushing my self esteem and throwing it away in the bin. i dunno if the alternative to go on legal drugs is wise. i just hope for the best. i really look up to my baby. he really loves me for who i am. he even boldly say that to my mum. i swear he's the best thing that happened in my life. his trademark phrase, "i love u no matter what baby, ur just perfect the way u are." hehe (giggles. . .) and i love him for that. |
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