have been anticipating for this day for so longg. Gosh! god knows how much i miss my buddies in RP. You guys fucking rocks lar sey!the starting bands were okayy. I especially love Her Silent Wish but im still curious why the singer ask to make a space in the center. Totally weird. Despite having to wait for camera crew to charge the video cam and kene rabe here and there even with baby around(die pon kene molest.! LOL) , BXH rocks eyy. I’ll be looking forward to more of ur gigs aiite?can’t get in the mosh pit cos i was wearing dress and pantyhose. So yea, forget it. Cos who knows, my dress will end up tattered and torn. TK PERLU EHH! I saw A.J. Haha. he look so lost when i call his name, and i know he pretend to not notice me. Aku knal kau da lamer la samdol. Hermy dun eat people la. Ape sajer la.The funy thing, he look at me, den stand in the middle of he road. Crazyy ass.!but it was nice to see them again. I miss school. I miss my social life. ( so much to sacrifice in the name of LOVE) .
poster for the event..! awesome.
from the left:Isa(rhythm),Madi(drums),Keith(Vox),Bear(Lead guitarist),Matt(Bassist)
Anyways, the day actually started out pretty good, despite the not matching outfit with me and my baby. Totally off the fashion scale. LOL. I felt badd laa. Cos he wear so nice for me and i look like SO normal. so i told baby i wanted to buy 3/4 pants, but after having a long and fruitful thinking session while walking to peninsula, i decided to buy dress instead. HAHA. baby got so pissed. cos he say im wasting money.Something happenned and then shout here shout there. But i gave in, i consoled him, cos i didn’t want the day to end up like that. I held his hands all the way at the gig. Look up at him and said i was sorry. No matter how much it hurts. I made myself happy so he can be happy.
Ur head la waste money. I got nothing else to wear already, my face da makin trok, cos im using cheapo make up. I was pretty annoyed, u can buy what u want. And i can’t. If im working, i would have earn more than wad i ask for la by. Nothing wil happen , and i dun haf to be the new maid at home. When i use my parents money, i feel guilty tau. Like i owe them alot, and they tot i terkenang budi sgt2 , pape smuer dey ask me to do. Tiring you know.
So i told baby, he can say wad he wants. Partly, i wanted him to feel that he has a pretty gerlfren. Not a gerl who like sembarang2 only. NO. Im not like that but u made me that way. Im trying my best to maintain my image , my appearance. Im already 18 going to 19, u can’t expect me to look so plain jane everytime ryte? I have my ego, my pride so that i can shine once a while.. I want people to look at me, no US and go “wow, they look good together”. NOT, “eee, tk lawanyer gerlfren dier.” I care, even if u don’t. I know you say even if im not pretty you’ll still love me, but i care about my appearance. I want to look my best for you. You still dun get it do you? Im sorry for losing my temper like that yesterday. I really cannot take it. You’ve been dissing me off the whoole day, mcm malas nk layan i. I yang macam lamp post, like something about me is pissing you off. I know why ur angry. Because care i pakai tk same standard dgn u kann.Tats y, i bought the dress, at least i look better, LOOK GOOD FOR YOU. people look at me, sape yg proud ? of couse you la. Cos im your gerlfrenn.