12:38 AM
Wednesday, July 8, 2009 ur choice. her or me?
she seems to mean more than i do to you. y does it always have to end with me being hurt. u kept on going rubbing salt to my wound. i ahve no ther choice but to let it out. i tried to contain, contain even the most deepest and hurtful-ness. you care? no you don't. our lives seem to be fine without her in your life. now that she appeared. u pushed me away. i stand nowhere near where she is in your heart. how could you say that? i tried to sleep it off. thinking tomorrow would be a new day. u kept haunting me with your words. how could i live? like i said. its up to me and my heart if im willing to accept u back again. don't do this to me. im done being hurt. i tried my best to be who u want me to be. i can never be like her. NEVER. NEVER. NEVER. i tried to explain things to you. but you tend to be selfish. u made yourself not to hear me out. and now that the ugly truth is out. you blamed it on me. saying that i created this trouble. i am the cause for everything. have u ever sat down and THINK? wad are your own mistakes. how fucking big fuck are you not to realise yours, but realise others and point them out str8 to ur face.? fuck it mann. im sick of this. i jus wanna lay down and die. |
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