3:15 PM
Wednesday, August 26, 2009 my number one
eversince da breakup i tot i'll nvr date again. but someone showed me the meaning of happiness once again. I was alive, i made jokes!and people actually laugh. i felt so happy and satisfied that im back to myself again. days passed and fasting month was like around the corner. Im still me , Shana. I was again up to my normal mischief. And believe me. I miss being bad, a rebel. But not to the point of beyond repair. Jus a normal way to show that im still a teenager. I still gotta live baby. My new date whom i shall not reveal till we are serious was there all the way. He made me laugh , excited , he showed me the thrill of going beyond the limits of riding a bike. I am happy. But being a normal human being feelings develop. Im scared to go another level cos i dun wanna kill what we have. He's neither too good looking nor not good looking. He's jus fine the way he is. His bike is superr hott..for the first someone who loves me for who i am. Im tired of pleasing boys. My turn now to be pampered . im seriously looking forward to the life with him. Hope what we have last longg. i ain't gonna put too high hopes. He's my shooting star and he's my favourite. my iswan , my numba one! |
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