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No more lies. What happened on 10th Sept was my mistake. A Big one. But ever since the day, i’ve been living with guilt and regret. I underestimated you. I don’t blame you for what you have done.I spent the whole time at home thinking reminiscing what happened yesterday. Who says love don’t hurt?it does physically and mentally.I told a lie to the wrong person who loves me ,who cares about me. But i end up hurting him soo bad, things got outta hand. I was soo confused , at times u seem to want to give me a chance. I was wrong, you told me things are gonna be different. Cos after yesterday, you’ll be the worst person i will ever know.I deserve every bit of it. I ran, but you still came looking for me. I heard the sound of ur bike.I was scared , i covered my eyes and ears. Hoping all of that will go away. You still wanted to see me after what i’ve put you through. But your words are set to kill. Words so poisonous , it kills me from inside. But i know, deep inside you do love me. I don’t deserve you. You care for someone so much , you end up hurting yourself. You said you’ll never be serious with me after that, even though we made up. I knew from then on, you’ll never treat me the same. I know your hurt, but i swear everything you said yesterday stayed in my mind. It keeps repeating till every sentence makes my heart aches. I wanted to rip myself apart. Thanks for making me realize. I have no intentions to play with your heart. I feel so helpless right now, confused. No, i don’t want you to leave. I’m trying my best to change , to be someone better. But like what you said ,if i love you i wouldn’t have done that. My intentions are not like what you think , i can’t and i won’t cheat you. i don’t think anything i say now you’ll believe. I still got hopes for us. I still believe my love is strong. Strong enough to endure in whatever you’ll do or say , or to even bring me down.</span><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);"> </span><em style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">Love can’t be force , its a selfless act done for the someone you love. To put him ahead of myself, to sacrifice my time and efforts. Cause his smile makes all the effort worthwhile</em><span style="color: rgb(204, 204, 204);">.</span> <span style="color: rgb(240, 4, 46);"><em>i love you baby.</em></span> </p> <p style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"> </p> <p style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"> </span></p> <p style="color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-size:78%;"><strong><em>right now, my feelings are so jumbled up. Im still confuse. Only time can answer my questions. I still need you baby. Im never gonna let you leave. 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