3:01 AM
Monday, September 20, 2010 ohhh…look what you’ve done..
i tried to make things go your way but it ends up nothing in my favour…i doll up for u but when i meet u , u were busy with ur friend’s son..aku ni ape?tunggul?haish…sdih siak..i jus stand in one corner with my brother. i was treated like a fool back there and started yelling at me in the bus for no reason. I swear i could have killed u on the spot. I just kept quiet and you pretended as if nothing happened and even accused me of giving u and ur friends attitude. Yea rite..i had reason for doing so..so we went to baby’s fren’s house..the first house and the last…after we ate , we had to go down cos the others were taking too long..mummy and dady wanted to fetch us to go back though cos they wanted to send me to Pak long and Pak Ngah house..but he won’t let me go..and he started swearing my mum and my dad…yes i was angry..but i couldn’t believe he jus did that..even after i said im staying..and guess what after all that maki hamun from him , his friends buay him..i felt so wasted..cos i didn’t get to go my own uncle house…atleast out of respect, think about it uh..puas hati skrg?den tros balik..waste of time..but it does not end there u see..when i get home and mummy found out i did not go to any of my uncle’s house i was scolded and totally fucked up and down by my mum..i couldn’t take it at all…i wanted us to end..cos it was so unbearable..baby tried to talk some sense into me but i was stubborn..i wanted to be apart..cos he didn’t understand me at all and he never tried to..why shud i stay?i was dissappointed, heartbroken..cos when its done its jus too late to regret..cos im the one who takes the blame..not you…=’(
why mus u ask me not to leave when ur action says otherwise?why? im so depressed. tis is not fair… |
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