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Baby was always trying to relate how someone from my religion could go to his religion. Like wake up my dear! 1 out of a thousand or less. But then as i browse through their pics and i realised something. They seem to be proud of their convertion and SUBHANALLAH. im so embarrassed they could publish their photo of their baptism. But in other pictures there are some photos of their family wearing tudung and SUDAH TERANG MUKE LU MELAYU BABE. Im jus sad for them that they even criticize their own religion. Its just not me to say this but maybe she’s jus disappointed her prayers to be pretty and slim was not answered by HIM , she chose to convert hoping that this time her prayers will be answered but from what i see mcm makin besar jer and she’s looks like a walking WARDROBE. oops. im sorry baby. but i jus can’t help it. im not being a hater but seriously no matter what you say nothing I REPEAT NOTHING will change my mind , cos some couple who thinks they did a right thing wanna talk to me abt religion? in my religion they are called MURTAD , i tk bole bayangkan mane i duduk pat akhirat nanti if i follow whatever shit they do. So i think its better if you don’t bring me to meet them , cos i dunno what shit will come out of my mouth. Not being judgemental but if you don’t put yourself or make the effort to belief in HIM or atleast remember HIM once in awhile, Don’t change your path of life jus cos your faith and belief is not there cos you don’t practice it. </p> <div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><br> </div></td> <td valign="top" width="120"> <div class="icon"> <script type="text/javascript">  </script> </div> </td></table> <table border="0" width="550"> <td valign="top" width="500"> <span class="t1">3:01 AM</span> <span class="t2">Monday, September 20, 2010</span><br> <div class="h3">ohhh…look what you’ve done..</div> <div style="font-size: 9px;text-shadow: 4px 4px 4px #555555;"><div style="clear:both;"></div><p>i tried to make things go your way but it ends up nothing in my favour…i doll up for u but when i meet u , u were busy with ur friend’s son..aku ni ape?tunggul?haish…sdih siak..i jus stand in one corner with my brother. i was treated like a fool back there and started yelling at me in the bus for no reason. I swear i could have killed u on the spot. I just kept quiet and you pretended as if nothing happened and even accused me of giving u and ur friends attitude. Yea rite..i had reason for doing so..so we went to baby’s fren’s house..the first house and the last…after we ate , we had to go down cos the others were taking too long..mummy and dady wanted to fetch us to go back though cos they wanted to send me to Pak long and Pak Ngah house..but he won’t let me go..and he started swearing my mum and my dad…yes i was angry..but i couldn’t believe he jus did that..even after i said im staying..and guess what after all that maki hamun from him , his friends buay him..i felt so wasted..cos i didn’t get to go my own uncle house…atleast out of respect, think about it uh..puas hati skrg?den tros balik..waste of time..but it does not end there u see..when i get home and mummy found out i did not go to any of my uncle’s house i was scolded and totally fucked up and down by my mum..i couldn’t take it at all…i wanted us to end..cos it was so unbearable..baby tried to talk some sense into me but i was stubborn..i wanted to be apart..cos he didn’t understand me at all and he never tried to..why shud i stay?i was dissappointed, heartbroken..cos when its done its jus too late to regret..cos im the one who takes the blame..not you…=’( </p> <p> </p> <p>why mus u ask me not to leave when ur action says otherwise?why? im so depressed. tis is not fair…</p> <div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><br> </div></td> <td valign="top" width="120"> <div class="icon"> <script type="text/javascript">  </script> </div> </td></table> <table border="0" width="550"> <td valign="top" width="500"> <span class="t1">3:06 AM</span> <span class="t2">Sunday, September 19, 2010</span><br> <div class="h3">Gastric.</div> <div style="font-size: 9px;text-shadow: 4px 4px 4px #555555;"><div style="clear:both;"></div><p>omg…the pain…i rather die…had gastric now…</p> <div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><br> </div></td> <td valign="top" width="120"> <div class="icon"> <script type="text/javascript">  </script> </div> </td></table> <table border="0" width="550"> <td valign="top" width="500"> <span class="t1">2:07 AM</span> <span class="t2">Wednesday, September 15, 2010</span><br> <div class="h3">Happy Birthday to me.</div> <div style="font-size: 9px;text-shadow: 4px 4px 4px #555555;"><div style="clear:both;"></div><p>tis date marks the day when i turn 20. haha. nothing special happened except that i spent the whole day with hubbay. im glad to spent the whole day but like i sadi nothing special was done or happened. Yes, i was devastated cos i got no presents , no cards , not even a birthday cake when all i did this year was celebrate this , celebrate that but my mum claimed that the BB she signed the line and got at $68 was a birthday gift to me though. Thanks mum. But i was sad , nothing seems special at all. Well , its jus a birthday afterall. JUST a birthday. </p> <div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><br> </div></td> <td valign="top" width="120"> <div class="icon"> <script type="text/javascript">  </script> </div> </td></table> <table border="0" width="550"> <td valign="top" width="500"> <span class="t1">5:26 PM</span> <span class="t2">Sunday, August 15, 2010</span><br> <div class="h3">depressed.</div> <div style="font-size: 9px;text-shadow: 4px 4px 4px #555555;"><div style="clear:both;"></div><p>i can’t believe this. things never go my way do they? im always in mishaps and misfortunes. Until when?i dunno that myself. baby had been out on mummy’s birthday. u can’t blame me wad. My family comes first. And its mummy’s birthday. Baby didn’t call me or text me the whole night. He claims im not to disturb him while he is enjoying himself. I was so disappointed. I asked him to text me atleast i know his whereabouts. But my request fell on deaf ears cos i never received either text or call. The next day was worst , i tried calling from morning till afternoon. All he could say was “im sorry baby”. You think sorry can unbreak my heart , can heal this heartache of mine? and today , is that a lie i hear in your voice?am i not important to you?i needed u soo bad. i needed to hear your voice. i wanted to be happy. but u took that away from me. but why , when i demand for u to leave me , u can’t? why mus u shed ur tears and say u’ll never let me go?why baby why? why must u do all this to me? what wrong have i done to u?i was jus soo jealous u didn’t want to talk to me but to her instead. i am selfish cos i want u for myself only. u proved to me that i was not important cos even though knowing that i called and text u ignored. i don’t mean much to you baby? i will never believe you. you lied , even though u never betrayed me. <font color="#ff0000">but you lied.</font> </p> <p><font face=" LaPointe's Road¼">y do u need me? cos such a simple thing u cannot do for me. you jus hurt me soo bad.</font> </p> <p> </p> <p>i’ll sleep it off. i hope this hurt will go away. tis is nothing new , i’ll heal.<strong> I HOPE.</strong></p> <div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><br> </div></td> <td valign="top" width="120"> <div class="icon"> <script type="text/javascript">  </script> </div> </td></table> <table border="0" width="550"> <td valign="top" width="500"> <span class="t1">5:01 AM</span> <span class="t2">Monday, August 9, 2010</span><br> <div class="h3">just you.</div> <div style="font-size: 9px;text-shadow: 4px 4px 4px #555555;"><div style="clear:both;"></div><p>i see your true colours , thats why i love you.</p> <p>yea baby , the exact reason why im with you today. You never hide your true self from me , u made me learn to love someone for who he is rather than who i want him to be. I never wanted anything or anyone else but to be happy and enjoy every moment of my life. </p> <p> </p> <p>hearts you much Daniel. <strong><font color="#ff0000" face="je">XOXO</font></strong></p> <div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><br> </div></td> <td valign="top" width="120"> <div class="icon"> <script type="text/javascript">  </script> </div> </td></table> <table border="0" width="550"> <td valign="top" width="500"> <span class="t1">1:44 AM</span> <span class="t2">Monday, August 2, 2010</span><br> <div class="h3">if , am , do ?</div> <div style="font-size: 9px;text-shadow: 4px 4px 4px #555555;"><div style="clear:both;"></div>hubby , i need you.<div>i miss you soo much. </div><div>when can i be with you?</div><div>can i be in ur arms? </div><div>would you love me forever?</div><div>am i your adorable but annoying baby?</div><div>will i ever be replaced?</div><div>am i still the one who makes you smile?</div><div>am i still the one you think about every 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