Friday, January 22, 2010.

untitled .

i jus wish one day i could stop the world from spinning. Freeze everything in place and go somewhere , someplace where everything is how i wan them to be. A land i fantasize to call my own , pink fluffy clouds. Chocolate rivers , pretty kitty everywhere.

 

WHAT THE FUCK AM I TALKING ABOUT??!

 

maybe im going crazy or maybe just maybe im jus heartbrokenn. jus too disappointed with my own life that i crave to be somewhere i can belong and not hurt anyone. not emo-ing in any way..but i kinda lost my strength in all the shits i’ve been through.

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cabot.

hmm. i wonder why cabot-ing is so addictive. Like if one person cabot , the rest will follow. siaks la..end up chilling at pkm with the BOYS. haha. i miss them la kann. but teres only one thing thats ruining the moment. mcm menyampah gitu kan… if only she knew wads going on. you come and sit with us, tkmo nk step gerek boley? anyways , made new frens today. But they’re from year 2. not bad looking la. haha.. k stop it eh shana..

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Friday, January 8, 2010.

purple orchidd.. <3

wans’t home ystd. sleptover at nenek house at tmn jurong. while waiting somebody did me huge favor to make my day. I was looking through pictures of flowers from cameron highland. So i told him i wanted a flower. A real one. SO he said “be right back” . And he came back with a purple Orchid. sooo pretty. Lovin the colour mann..anyways.. took some photos with lappy under the block cos like tk sabar.. cantekkk!!

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Wednesday, January 6, 2010.

s c h o o L.

First day of school..for me. I have no fucking idea why but the though of going to school sickens me. Especially if i have to wake up in the wee hours in the morning. No more wake up calls and stupid quarrels for my breakfast. No more shouting like crazy fuckers under the void deck. No more half spring chicken after school. No more shits from my mom. No more “taiti diraja” . Fuck i miss that the most. No more late night riding. No more not coming back. Am i happy this way?dunno … sometimes i wish we jus stayed as friends. too bad life isn’t a picture , i’ll be more than glad to edit stuff or cut and paste. dang! i hate being whiny. But i think i was such a fudgeface for being paranoid of someone . LOL. block same siol.. well.. who the fudge cares rite… its over and we’re done. wish i could still hang out though. so used to lepak-ing with them people.. im having difficulties choosing who to lepak with now. haha. anyways , 2nd break go smokes with syad and junlong..ate western..mcm rindu gitu kann..

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Sunday, January 3, 2010.

6 years and counting..

went out with lollipops! Fiza, Dilly , Bari & Eir. As usual, fiza and me star karat..we were 1 hour late? went to soo many places. and fiza.. IOU!!! like alot..

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* pictures on 30 Dec

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Friday, January 1, 2010.

(✿◠‿◠) happy happy selalu for the tahun baru!

countdown was a blast.!been celebrating with ex but this year was a change. I welcomed the new year as a strong person. UNattach , free , boifriend-less , i could basically do anything i wanted to. LOL. Surprise , surprise people. I actually did not drink despite having the money. Kudos to me yea.. went out with the lovelies..i swear they are a nice bunch of people to hang out with. SOrry guys , but i do what i want. And shana apologise for not being tere at other part of Singapore to celebrate the new year. Someone was like so jealous i never go with him la kann.. haha . oops. anyways..enjoy the pic .. more on fb though.

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otw to S’pore.

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countdown @ Marina!

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Sheesha with Fydaand BF , Wani.

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fave pic of the day.

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Sunday, December 27, 2009.

BBQ

BBQ with brother’s gerlfren family was like soo the gerek. Ate a lot and yea..there were fresh mutton flown from Australia. Garlic bread , grilled veggies, not forgetting corn..fish..oh well..u name it..well..the phrase its a small world can so like be put to the situation at Shazira’s house. cos like my mum knows her Aunt’s dad and my grandma is like their old neighbor or something..god my mum is so weird but adorable. Haha.

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