11:18 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009 dill
chalet was awesome.! kudos to dilly for that. i swear, i had loads of fun. btw, we reached pasir ris a little too early. so we decided to talk2 @ some park. enjoyed the "talk" alot. but it freaking annoys me cos he wasn't really paying atention. pfffftttt!!!! he was playing his psp while i was talking to him. WHATEVER. the thing is. things doesn't seem ryte. im losing the connection that we had last tyme. i really truly love u baby. but i hope what we are going through right now, is just a phase. or somekind of a bad dream which will go away. i know, i ve been hard nowadays. getting upset over a small thing. but, today valentine's day seyy. do u know how sad i felt? sit at home? i know i said i will be fine yesterday. but, i just can't stand being surrounded with so many couples, gerls holding flowers, theres so much LOVE going on. i just wanted to be with u on this special day. maybe , this day doesn't mean anything to u. u dun celebrate it at all with ur exes. But ur with me now, i've been looking forward to Valentine's Day for so long. i was just curious how would u celebrate this day with me. and this is our first Valentine's "together". seems like NOT. what's done is done. u know even a single Rose makes a difference. |
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