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I never meant to hurt you. I dunno why. Only god knows how much i bloody love you. But sometimes, i slipped. i swear i did not mention tat i love him. Are u crazy?i only love u sia by. Im not perfect. Im also not wad you expect me to be. Im trying my best to change myself. SOmetimes i find myself doing things that is absurd. But i haf to face the fact that i regretted not following my conscience. U can now consider my promises to be meaningless. I beg u not to trust me cos im not worth trusting. That goes the same to my parents. Im sick of being controlled of my own actions. I can’t even go somewhere without my parents nagging and insiting to fetch me home. Ape da jadi dengan hidup kau shana. wad u say mum?FREEDOM? somebody please kill me. HAHAHA. im gonna die from sarcastic laughter. WTF. like tat you call freedom? LJ. You don’t even know the meaning of freedom. I was shocked myself, to even lie to my own mother. But, i tynk this little devil inside of me always seem to get out even if i tried to hold back. Freaky shit mann.</p> <p> </p> <p>Baby, i just ask for one thing. I just want my old Hermy back. I swear i won’t take advantage of you anymore. You seem to be so harsh to me nowadaes. I know why baby. Its just an act of defence to be sure that this girlfriend of yours knows her boundaries. And be smart enough to avoid unnecessary heartbreaks anymore. However baby, that wall of defence shud go up only when u feel threatened seyy. Asl by?malu ker nk syg2 i in public?salah ker? at least tell me if u dun feel comfortable. I didn’t tell you how hurt i was. cos its just a small matter. I did manage to keep it to myself. I want my old hermy back. Who never calls me name but instead even if he’s mad or upset. Still will call me sayang or Baby. Who never shout at me no matter how late i was. Where have your smiles dissappear to baby? don’t i deserve a smile? am i that bad. im scared i’ll hurt you more. I want you to hold me and kiss me even if im at my werst like you did before. I miss my old Hermy. Bring him back to me. I have never missed someone so much. Everytime i meet you, you no longer pull my hand close to hug me and rest your chin on my head. Im craving so much for your affection. Your tender loving. Maybe, thats why i seem to have slipped. Can you change back to your old self?i’ll give you my life for my old Hermy to come back. PLease honey. 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