3:32 AM
Sunday, October 25, 2009 2 weeks.
its been awhile since rant my thoughts here. soo many things happened and also im going nuts cause i put on weight. I miss running. Anyone care to go for a jog with me? help! well besides the heavy problem. Stuff between me and bambam seems to go outta hand. Nothing can ever repay what he did this few days. Thursday was a long day. Went JB after school with baby. But i didn’t went home. Told baby i could take a cab back. But after he wash his bike i was sick. Damn sick. Vomit and had a terrible headache. I was weak and i wanted to go home so badly. Baby didn’t have the heart to see me go back in cab myself. So we went to S’pore, and he took care of me. Kinda overslept and skipped school. I felt so uncomfortable. Messy and unkempt. Eeeewww…nothing could describe the feeling. Nothing at all. I appreciate everything that you did for me baby. Mummy was angry cause i didn’t went home. So yeah..sorry i couldn’t accompany you when ur bike broke down yesterday. I was kinda grounded from using the phone. At least when i last called you, Najib was there. Nothing could ever replace my words to describe how worried i was. Come on baby , ur independent. U dun need me. I can’t do anything to help u sia..i feel so useless. I don’t blame u for saying im not a good girlfriend. I promise i’ll get a job ad pay you back. If possible , every single cent. I hate it when u compared me with her. I hate it. But what can i do?its your mouth. I can’t stop you from saying what you want. I deserve it. I know. But thanks for being there for me baby. hearts you much.
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