ƨнαиα ❤ DαиƖɛℓtitle> <style type="text/css"> #navbar-iframe{display: none;height: 0;} a:link,a:active,a:visited { font-family: trebuchet ms; color: #aaa; text-decoration: none;background: ;-webkit-transition: 0.5s } a:hover { font-style: italic; color: #808080;background: # ;text-decoration: none; cursor:help } a:blue, a:active.blue, a:visited.blue { font-family: trebuchet ms; color: #acacac; text-decoration: none;background: ;-webkit-transition: 0.5s } a:hover.blue { background: none;text-decoration: none; padding:0px; } a.navv, a:link.navv, a:visited.navv, a:active.navv { font: 10px arial;background:#EDC5CC;line-height: 260%; padding: 5px; border-left: 3px solid #F0A8B0;color: #fff; text-transform: uppercase;-webkit-transition: 0.2s} a:hover.navv { font-weight: normal;background: #F2D0D4;border-left: 8px solid #F0A8B0;color: #fff;} body{ background: #fff;font: 10px verdana;color: #888;line-height: 150%;} td { font: 10px verdana;background: #; line-height: 130%;padding: 5px} .t1 { font: 10px arial; letter-spacing: 2px;color: #fff;background:#EDC5CC;padding:5px; text-align:center } .t2 { font: 10px arial; letter-spacing: 2px;color: #fff;background:#B8CCCA;padding:5px; text-align:center } .t3 { font: 10px lucida console; letter-spacing: 1px;color: #ccc;background: #666; -webkit-transition: .6s;padding: 10px; } .t3:hover { color: #EDC5CC;background: #555; } .t4 { font: 36px arial; letter-spacing: -3px;color: #aaa;padding-bottom: 5px; text-align:center;-webkit-transition: 0.5s } .t4:hover { color: #B8CCCA; } .h1 { font: bold 26px arial; color:#e2e2e2; padding: px; letter-spacing: -1px; } .h2 { font: 10px courier new;color: #999; letter-spacing: 0px; padding-top: 3px; } .h3 { font: 30px arial; color: #999; letter-spacing: -2px; padding-top: 10px; padding-bottom: 10px; line-height: 90%} .icon{ border: 3px solid #888;padding:10px;background:#666; width:100px;height:100px} b {font-weight:bold;font-family:trebuchet ms } em,i {font-family: georgia} u { color: #aaa; text-decoration: none; border-bottom: 2px #999 solid; } s { color: #ddd; } blockquote{ font: 10px lucida console; color: #bbb; background: #f8f8f8; padding: 8px; line-height: 150%; } </style> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-account' content='ca-host-pub-1556223355139109'/> <meta name='google-adsense-platform-domain' content='blogspot.com'/> <style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head> <body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/412505757952920376?origin\x3dhttp://addictivechocolatelove.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <div style="position: absolute; top: 60px; left: 340px; width: 550px; height: auto; background-color: # ; text-align: ; padding: 15px;"> <table border="0" width="550"> <td valign="top" width="500"> <span class="t1">11:31 PM</span> <span class="t2">Monday, October 26, 2009</span><br> <div class="h3">if this is what it takes to love, fuck it.</div> <div style="font-size: 9px;text-shadow: 4px 4px 4px #555555;"><div style="clear:both;"></div><p> </p> <p>theres so much to say. my heart hurts so bad. I tried to put on my smile cos i don’t wanna see you mad. I thought i could push everything aside and move on. Its easier said than done. It jus happened. After what i went through, all the hassle the effort. And the truth came out to be so ugly. I was so not ready for this. I was taken aback , shocked , suprised. Im involved in a fucking twisted love triangle. Aku ditipu bro…everything i’ve sacrificed for you seems wasted. I feel stupid. so confused , so many question marks in my head. I don’t want to be a bias person who judges without thinking , im analysing every fact and detail i’ve gathered. Neither parties managed to convince me, if any of them is right or wrong. Why shouldn’t i trust someone i knew for a long time, or someone whom i’ve been with for 2 months. I’ve been in her position and i know whats the consequences. im jus so fucking confused and fucking angry now. please show me a sign who’s lying..please please..i promise i won’t get drunk and hurt myself even if the truth is damn ugly. </p> <p> </p> <p><font color="#ff0000"><strong>FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU.</strong></font> </p> <p>i hate to feel stupid. Not knowing who to trust. It just doesn’t seem right. i do love you, but i keep having this bad feelings. It doesn’t seem to go away. my brain works in a way where when im not thinking i’ll recall something randomly. So u dun fucking blame if i jump to conclusions. I wanna trust you, but i can’t bring myself to. Only God knows what i feel now. thanks for hiding all the way. oh btw, kau kate da delete die dari msn?mcm phm laaa…</p> <div style="clear:both; padding-bottom:0.25em"></div><br><br> </div></td> <td valign="top" width="120"> <div class="icon"> <script type="text/javascript">  </script> </div> </td></table> </div> <div style="position: fixed;top: 60px;left: 50px;width: 250px;padding: 15px;"> <a href="javascript:location.reload(true)" class="blue"> <div class="t4">fluffy ,pink & loves chocolate .</div> </a> <br><br><center> <script>function changeNavigation(id){document.getElementById('box').innerHTML=document.getElementById(id).innerHTML}</script> <span class="t3"><span style="text-decoration: blur; padding-top: 1px;-webkit-transition: 0.5s" onMouseOver="this.style.cursor='pointer';this.style.color='#EDC5CC'; this.style.background='#'" onMouseOut="this.style.color='#ccc'" onclick="changeNavigation('bio')">bio</span></span> <span class="t3"><span style="text-decoration: blur; 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