1:40 AM
Monday, November 30, 2009 dissappointment.
sometimes i wonder , lost in thoughts so deep tears roll down my face and i dun realize. why have i chose someone whom for sure will make me go against my parents , lose my friends cos he’s selfish. now im all stuck. I can’t jus walk away cos i made him fall for me. And this involves feelings, im disappointed with myself. Despite having a fucked up life, i gave him face. Another chance, but ur still the same. Like i said, u’ll never change. enough about you. MCM PHM.
To Dilly, i’ve read ur blog. Im hurt , it doesn’t matter now rite?like u said , i chose my life to be this way. If i could turn back time, none of this would happen. Tears rolled down my face when i read ur blog. I never meant to hurt u babe. U know that , don’t you.? Sorry to hear that you gave up on me. Theres jus so much i could tell. Maybe to your eyes, i pushed u away . I only said i miss you but i don’t make an effort. Im sorry it has to be this way. Its not that i don’t make an effort baby, its because this all i can afford. Words ,not even promises. Cos promises are jus another thing i fail in. i really hope we could meet up soon. I really missed us. We practically grew up together. We went through so much. Im jus a normal human being Dilly. I make mistakes. I don’t wanna throw everything we went through for 5 years jus like that. will meet you soon. Pinky promise. Love ya. |
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