3:48 AM
Sunday, December 20, 2009 lost in thoughts.
i wonder why does it feel like some things are not meant to happen. it jus occurs to me that those events or moments doesn’t have to be written in my book of life.Maybe my friends were right,I chose my own life , i make my own decisions. What i realize now is that things happened for a reason. Maybe its a major sign to tell me to move on. He’s not worth an inch of space in my heart. I do agree , that after Chubs and i were over , things kinda get lonely for me. Im doing nothing to change that though but chose to stay home and absorb all the fucked up moments.Not that im bragging or anything , but there is this someone whom i still miss. Maybe the one you love, is jus under my nose. Maybe those other boys made me see right through him.
Love. Till now, the meaning i seek behind this powerful word has not prevail. |
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